June 2010
1501) After I broke up with you, I really wanted...
littlemorethunder: (via secretsblog) Oh so fucking relevant.
Jun 23rd
Jun 22nd
thatlooksprettysweet-deactivate asked: Heyheyhey, can I have your new URL please? (: And why are you changing? :P xxx
Jun 22nd
Officially leaving 'tellmesweetlies'
If any of you lovely lot, who don’t know me irl want my URL, feel free to ask. :) 
Jun 21st
I want everything back how it used to be,
Jun 21st
Jun 21st
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So much shit going on. :/
Jun 21st
Everything good seems to have such a shitty tint....
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If I die,
I love you all.
Jun 21st
Jun 21st
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Two bloody exams today. Oh joy.
Jun 21st
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Jun 20th
FUCK SHIT BOLLOCKS.
Where is my rubber? D:
Jun 20th
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I'm so paranoid,
my bag has about 9 pens and 9 pencils in it,  I’ve got two calculators, and all of my revision stuff. Fuck the other three lessons. I will pass this exam.
Jun 20th
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Jun 20th
I wish I was a pirate. :)
I wish I was a pirate,  With a long beard hanging down. A cutlass hanging from my belt,  My teeth all black and brown. A parrot on my shoulder, A patch upon my eye. A pirate ship to sail on, A pirate flag to fly. The rocky waves will be my home, I’ve lived through many wrecks. I always have the best of maps, The ones marked with X. Little brother claims to have written it, :’) 
Jun 20th
Maths and history, :| Help?
Okay, so I’m alright on maths, I mean, some of it’s hazy, but I’ll go over those bits in a minute.. I’ve concluded, if percentage increase/decrease, trig or standard form doesn’t come up, I will cry.  History on the other hand, I’m so scared for, it’s straight after my maths exam, and I’m terrified of losing concentration, :| I’m taking water,...
Jun 20th
Jun 20th
My family's plans keep coming up.
My garden party has been postponed so many times it’s unreal.  My grandparents are now away carnival weekend.  I’m on holiday on the 24th.  Back on the 31st.  Mum goes in for her op on the 16th.  That means 3 weeks at my grandparents.  One weekend of that I’m visiting my auntie in Bicester.  Then back to school on September 3rd.  Oh joy. Oh joy. 
Jun 20th
So far, my summer is going to be shit.
Jun 20th
Jun 20th
fortheloveofpudd-deactivated201 asked: Hello, me and fran are free if you wantt?
Just a thought, :)
x
Jun 20th
Broke down. Broke down and concluded that my dad...
So I went for a walk on my own. To try and stop the tears, to try and stop thinking, it kind of worked, until I got home again. :/
Jun 20th
Sometimes, you just can't tell anybody how you...
thatlooksprettysweet: -wearebroken: fullofbeautifuldreams: (via -lipsticklullabies, phileho)
Jun 20th
It's all shit. Just shit.
I’m getting upset for no reason. My mum doesn’t seem to understand that I just want to see my dad. I can’t revise for the two exams I have tomorrow. It just isn’t working, I don’t understand, or remember any of it. My grandad won’t leave me alone. My brother keeps going on about his dad. And I’m stuck in Wroughton. Barely any of the people I’m really...
Jun 20th
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Jun 20th
Don't take the piss.
I know you’re seeing your dad. You know I’m not. I know you’re only 7. But that isn’t the point. Just stop with ‘I’m seeing my daddy today, because my daddy loves me.’ You aren’t helping my bad mood. 
Jun 20th
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Jun 20th
When he decides to care, I have his card. But I'm...
Jun 20th
I actually hate today. Daddy's day.
What daddy? It isn’t like he’s been here. He was always working, he’d leave before I woke up, and not get back until I was asleep, he was late to every school play, and at home, he was almost always drunk. Drinking made him violent, not to me, but violent all the same. He left when I was five, told us he didn’t love us anymore, then decided he wanted to come back. Mum...
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Jun 19th
Good times, bad times, fun times :): So. →
After arranging with a guy that he will have my chickens tomorrow morning, I got in the car with my dad to take me home from ambers and decided to let him know I’m giving the chickens away. First he said “for free?” and then I explained how my brother and mum made me feel so shit and hated and… Be strong love, :)
Jun 18th
HER BOOBS ARE HUGE FOR SOMEONE WITH A DICK.
Oh Lauren, I do love you. :L
Jun 18th